Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Silap aku lagi??


Kisah bermula semenjak aq tamat pengajianku di
MAKTAB RENDAH SAINS MARA MUAR.
Tamat je skola,aq trus cri keje n last2 dpt r kt UO Superstore.
Da r keje ctuh cm kimak.Mcm2 mslh beb.
Sjak aq keje gak r,sume org skliling aq tmsuk org2 yg aq syg
sume keje nk attack aq je manjang.Sng cter slh aq je r nmpk.
Sume xkne.Smpai 2 org yg aq syg iaitu Intan Yusrina n adk
aq Nabilah Asyiqin pown slhkn aq.
Ckp aq da b'ubh n mcm2 ag.Tension beb.
Mslh blnjutn smpai Intan ckp ksh syg dye kt aq krg n ad org len
dlm aty tp aq styll byk.Cum'on r!!!
Anythng can be shared but not for LOVE!!.Endingnye,aq ngalah.Nk x nk
aq lpaskn gak dye.Tp jjur aq ckp sbsar particles pown aq x cri n slhkn dye.
Malah,aq slhkn dri aq sndri yg lgsung x pndai jge awek.Bodo gak dri aq.
Slow-slow aq b'bek blek ngun adk ksygan aq.AIR DICINCANG XKN PTUS!!.
Namun,selang beberapa minggu,mslh sme tjd lg.Aq decide utk tgglkn keje yg aq mnt
smate-mate sygkn intan n adk aq cuz mereka ckp aq b'ubh.Aq bnti.Aq x ksh
mmbe2 ckp aq bodoh r pe r cuz tgglkn keje n kwn2 bru aq.Yg pntg aq nk intan n
adk aq happy wlawpown aq x sbnrny.Tp aq mlz nk pk dri sndri.Tp mgkin da nsib mlg aq
kot.Buat yg bek ttp jd bruk.Last day aq keje ctuh,Kakak2 promoter UO ajk aq rht sme ngun
mereka.Last day r ktekn.Aq pown join.Ad skali 2,kak erin(kakak agkt aq r lbih krg)
ajk aq jln2 ngun dye alone.Dye mmg ske pntal2 tlinge aq n kdg2 wat2 mnje r.
Skali 2 dye ajk aq pgang tgn smbil jln.Tp dye ni pendek.Org nmpk r cm aq ngun awek aq.
Pdhal pgkat akak sial.Dye 23 aq bru 18.Aq x ksah r.papela akak aq sorunk ni.Haih!
Suddenly,junior2 aq kt MRSM dak batch f2 sbye ngun intan n adk aq nmpk.
Mereka ngnjeng r.Aq da suwo diam jgn keco2.Bkn pe beb.Stngah org sng phm.
Tp yg ssh phm kompem igt n pk bkn2.Dmi jge be4 cter brok kuar better aq suwo diam.
Tp ntah cmner,ad gak mulot LONGKANG yg cter kt adk aq.
Da adk aq lyn aq smcm.Telepon pown ckp da cm nk crik gado.Aq sdih beb.
Aq da explain sume tp 2la dye.Law da mind set kter aq ttp slh nk wat cm ner.
Aq sndri da x phm ni.Aq korbankn bnda yg aq ske wat utk kbhgiaan org len.
Tp sme je yg aq dpt.Dr kecik aq xpnh wat sumtink yg aq ske 2 lme.
Byk ikot org.Org 2 ske aq wat 2,2 yg aq wat.Smpai ble??
Aq tnsion r cmni.Aq xtaw r spe yg phm aq.Mmbe gak yg phm aq.
Aq syg org aq kne phm dye tp ad dye phm aq spnuhny?
CUM'ON R!!WHAT'S GOING ON WIF MY LIFE??
I'M A MEN!!I'VE GOT 2 CHOOSE MY OWN WAY!!
WHERE'S UR SUPPORT AS WHAT UR PROMISES??
DAMN SHIT!!
SUMTYMES FEELS THAT LIFE ALONE IS BETTER THAN WIF ANYONE.
WE CAN DO WHAT WE WANT.
BUT,
IN LIFE SUPPORT FROM DA PERSONS WE LOVED
IS IMPORTANT!!!
SO,
WHATS NOW??
Tension gak idop nih.Ntahla.Aq juz redha n pasrah pd yg maha Esa.Law da nseb aq
cmni nk wat cmne.Xley slhkn tkdir.Kpd sesiapa yg ad dlm cter ni,
aq mnx ampun mnx maaf sbb bhser agak ksar.Bkn pe,ni la yg aq rse n smpn slame ni.
Juz nk korunk b'dua fhm.Sowiee again....
.....epain.....

2 comments:

  1. beb..memg sedih seyh cter ko ny.. papew pon ko sabow jewlah ea. mnewlah taw t dowang terbuke pntu aty nak accept ko blek..

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  2. sedih tol..btol yg awk ckp uw.. u r da man.. n u should decide wateva u want.. mmg kdg2 kite kne dgr ckp orang..tp..bukan sume perkare.. jgn terlalu mementingkan orang lain.. n jgn terlalu pentingkan diri sendiri..tu yang terbaik.. jgn sdeyh yerk.. keep smiling..

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